Sitting in my room...

So tonight was amazing. I got into Forks and it has turned out to be more than I expected. I don't know how to explain it since I have never felt this way before. There is someone I am drawn to in a strange way. I don't crave him which is good especially with the new diet that Zafrina has me on (it really isn't that bad). He is a flirt and people consider him a "player" but I don't see that, maybe I am a fool. When he held my hand tonight I felt my blood warm slightly and a (slight) pulse of energy flow through my fingers. I don't know where this will lead if anywhere but I know that I really like this feeling. I don't know I am confused and I hate being confused...I don't get confused!!!

*UPDATE After a long walk last night I realized that it was not what I thought but a sign that my feelings are on a totally different track...He may make a good friend but I don't think anything more.