Monday, August 10, 2009

Underneath Your Clothes ~ Shakira



You're a song
Written by the hands of god
Don't get me wrong cause
This might sound to you a bit odd
But you own the place
Where all my thoughts go hiding
And right under your clothes
Is where I find them

Underneath Your Clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

Because of you
I forgot the smart ways to lie
Because of you
I'm running out of reasons to cry
When the friends are gone
When the party's over
We will still belong to each other

Underneath Your Clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

I love you more than all that's on the planet
Movin' talkin' walkin' breathing
You know it's true
Oh baby it's so funny
You almost don't believe it
As every voice is hanging from the silence
Lamps are hanging from the ceiling
Like a lady tied to her manners
I'm tied up to this feeling

Underneath Your Clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

Monday, August 3, 2009

Leave Out All The Rest ~ Linken Park


I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

Monday, July 27, 2009

Mickey ~ Toni Basil

I can't believe I am blogging this song. Mick is going to kill me. Oh well I will enjoy EVERY bite.


http://blip.fm/~aoten

Oh, Mickey, you're so fine
You're so fine you blow my mind
Hey, Mickey
Hey, Mickey

Oh, Mickey, you're so fine
You're so fine you blow my mind
Hey, Mickey
Hey, Mickey

Oh, Mickey, you're so fine
You're so fine you blow my mind
Hey, Mickey

Hey, Mickey
You've been around all night
And that's a little long
You think you've got the right
But I think you've got it wrong
Why can't you say goodnight
So you can take me home, Mickey

'Cause when you say you will
It always means you won't
You're givin' me the chills, baby
Please, baby don't
Every night you still leave me alone, Mickey

Oh, Mickey, what a pity
You don't understand
You take me by the heart
When you take me by the hand
Oh, Mickey, you're so pretty
Can't you understand
It's guys like you, Mickey
Oh, what you do, Mickey, do, Mickey
Don't break my heart, Mickey

Hey, Mickey

Now when you take me by the hooves
Who's ever gonna know
And every time you move
I let a little more show
There's something you can use
Wo don't say no, Mickey

So come on and give it to me anyway you can
Anyway you want to do it
I'll take it like a man
Oh, please baby, please
Don't leave me in the damn, Mickey

Oh, Mickey, what a pity
You don't understand
You take me by the heart
When you take me by the hand
Oh, Mickey, you're so pretty
Can't you understand
It's guys like you, Mickey
Oh, what you do, Mickey, do, Mickey
Don't break my heart, Mickey

Oh, Mickey, you're so fine
You're so fine, you blow my mind
Hey, Mickey, hey, Mickey
Oh, Mickey, you're so fine
You're so fine, you blow my mind
Hey, Mickey, hey, Mickey
Oh, Mickey, you're so fine
You're so fine, you blow my mind
Hey, Mickey

Oh, Mickey, what a pity
You don't understand
You take me by the heart
When you take me by the hand
Oh, Mickey, you're so pretty
Can't you understand
It's guys like you, Mickey
Oh, what you do, Mickey, do, Mickey
Don't break my heart, Mickey

Oh, Mickey, what a pity
You don't understand
You take me by the heart
When you take me by the hand
Oh, Mickey, you're so pretty
Can't you understand
It's guys like you, Mickey
Oh, what you do, Mickey, do, Mickey
Don't break my heart, Mickey

Oh, Mickey, what a pity
You don't understand
You take me by the heart
When you take me by the hand
Oh, Mickey, you're so pretty
Can't you understand
It's guys like you, Mickey
Oh, what you do, Mickey, do, Mickey
Don't break my heart, Mickey

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Take Me As I Am ~ FM Static


~Mick St.John~
Where he came from I don't know and don't care,
as long as he is here now.
He has should me a completely different side of
everything and for that he is
the one I have given my immortal heart to.

This time I finally see the reason why
I can't do this alone
It took some time and concentration
To believe it, this I know.
I need to build my faith sometimes
But I am so comfortable in line
I'm up there's no more time,
To try to mess with this design

Two nights compete everyone's asleep
and I don't want to say these words to you
I'll be your hand take me as I am
I just wanna be with you

Take me as I am cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now
I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this so

Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, Cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this so

I lift my voice to sing out
Let the sound of my heart bring out
These hands aren't holding me down
Never again will I be with out
I need to feel my faith sometimes
But I am so comfortable in line
I'm up there's no more time
To try to mess with this design

Two nights compete everyone's asleep
and I don't want to say these words to you
I'll be your hand take me as I am
I just wanna be with you

Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now
I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when
I'm not used to this so

Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
But its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this so

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Hate That I Love You ~ Rihanna

That's how much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah yeah yeah)
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?
And then I like you for a while
No...
But you won't let me
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did
But I hate it
You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay
mad at you for too long
That's wrong but I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ohh)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (ooh)
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact that I...
Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy)
And it just ain't right
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah yeah)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss will make me weak
But no one in this world
Knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...
It's how much I love you
It's how nuch I need you
It's how much I love you
It's how much I need you
And I hate that I love you
So
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so


Sunday, July 5, 2009

Love Song ~ Korn


http://blip.fm/~9ermo

Mother!
You're Holding My Heart, Screaming
Motherfucker!
They Left Me Broken, Bleeding
Son Of!
The Man You Loved And Left For
The Son Of A Bitch!
Who Tried To Show Me Death's Door

Everything's Eliminated
Everything Is Dedicated
My Belief Destroyed My Hated?
Never Get What's Over-rated

Love Song For The Dear Departed
Head Stone For The Broken Hearted
Arms To Kill
Or Flowers To Steal
Head Trip For The Mortal Earthbound
One Sip Of The Blood That I Found
Lying Here
I'm Dying Here

As In!
Obituaries Rain Down
Its Ok!
We're Lying Naked Face Down
Wasn't It Decapitated?
Can You See Me Fascinated?
Your The Only Thing I've Damaged
What You Get To Be Mis-managed

Love Song For The Dear Departed
Head Stone For The Broken Hearted
Arms To Kill
Or Flowers To Steal
Head Trip For The Mortal Earthbound
One Sip Of The Blood That I Found
Lying Here
I'm Dying Here
Dying Here..

Don't Bring Me Daffodils
Bring A Boquet Of Pills
See Some Geranium
Cracked To The Crainum
Protect Me When You Can
Respect Me When I AmDying

Love Song For The Dear Departed
Head Stone For The Broken Hearted
Arms To Kill
Or Flowers To Steal
Head Trip For The Mortal Earthbound
One Sip Of The Blood That I Found
Lying Here
I'm Dying Here

Love Song For The Dear Departed
Head Stone For The Broken Hearted
Arms To Kill
Or Flowers To Steal
Head Trip For The Mortal Earthbound
One Sip Of The Blood That I Found
Lying Here
I'm Dying Here

Friday, July 3, 2009

Inside The Fire ~Disturbed



Devon
Won't go to heaven
She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again
Leave her
we will recieve her
It is beyond your control
will you ever meet again

Devon
No longer living
Who had been rendered alone
As a little child,
she was taken
and then forsaken
you will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again

Devon lies beyond this portal
take the word of one immortal

Give your soul to me
For eternity
release your life
to begin another time with her
End your grief with me
there's another way
release your life
take your place inside the fire with her

Sever
Now and forever
you're just another lost soul about to be mine again
see her, you'll never free her
you must surrender it all
And give life to me again
Fire
All you desire
As she begins to turn cold and run out of time
you will shiver
till you deliver
you will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again

Devon lies beyond this portal
take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
release your life
to begin another time with her
End your grief with me
there's another way
release your life
take your place inside the fire with her

Give your soul to me
For eternity
release your life
to begin another time with her
End your grief with me
there's another way
release your life
take your place inside the fire with her

Devon
No longer living
Who had been rendered alone
As a little child
she was taken,
and then forsaken
you will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Disappear ~ Hoobastank




There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you're near
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need


Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay
Can you make them disappear? Make them disappear


There's a pain that sleeps inside
Sleeps with just one eye
And awakens, the moment that you're near
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need


Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

Monday, June 29, 2009

Come On Get Higher~ Matt Nathanson



http://blip.fm/~94jx7


I miss the sound of your voice
I miss the rush of your skin
I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in
If I could walk on water
If i could tell you whats next
Make you believe
Make you forget

Come on get higher
Loosen my lips
Faith and desire
And the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

Come on get higher
Loosen my lips
Faith and desire
And the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss the sound of your voice
The loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said
If I could walk on water
If I could tell you whats next
Make you believe
Make you forget

Come on get higher
Loosen my lips
Faith and desire
And the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

Come on get higher
Loosen my lips
Faith and desire
And the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss feeling the pull of your heart
I miss tasting the sparks on your tongue
I see angels and devils and god when you come on
Hold onHold on, hold on, hold on....(sing shaa la la la laaOuuu)

Come on get higher
Loosen my lips
Faith and desire
And the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

Come on get higher
Loosen my lips
Faith and desire
And the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me
Drown me in love

It's all wrong
It's all wrong
It's all wrong, its so right

Come on get higher
Come on and get higher
Because everything works love
because everything works in your arms

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Who Can It Be Now ~ Men At Work

Gavin
http://blip.fm/~90pc2


Who can it be knocking at my door
Go away, don't come 'round here no more
Can't you see that it's late at night
I'm very tired, and I'm not feeling right
All I wish is to be alone
Stay away, don't you invade my home
Best off if you hang outside
Don't come in - I'll only run and hide
Who can it be knocking at my door
Make no sound, tip-toe across the floor
If he hears, he'll knock all day
I'll be trapped, and here I'll have to stay
I've done no harm, I keep to myself
There's nothing wrong with my state of mental health
I like it here with my childhood friend
Here they come, those feelings again
Is it the man come to take me away
Why do they follow me
It's not the future that I can see
It's just my fantasy


Friday, June 26, 2009

Ever The Same ~ Rob Thomas


We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now
Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down
Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same
We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end
Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you so we both fall down
Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you
And you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same
You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only give you love
Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you
And you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
(Ever the same, ah yeah)

Thinking of You ~Katy Perry


Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Alone ~ Heart

Hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though

Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight,oh
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone




Monday, May 25, 2009

I so don't know if this will make sense.

I have no words for the events of today. Love is starting to bloom with some and for others they lost a love. Love ~ The pain is worse than any transformation that I can promise you. There is no set time on mending a broken heart. The days will be dark and you will feel more alone than you have ever felt before. You will cry until you can't breath and then, then you will cry some more. The funny thing about all of those things are if you think of it when you are truely in love then all of those feelings are still there. When you are not with your love at times you feel like the light of the sun does not shine nearly as bright and you will feel alone. When your love says or does something so beautiful just to say they love you, you will cry and you will tell your friends and cry again. Love is love and there is no one single thing that is bad about it and no one single thing that is good about it either. So why do we keep those walls up until "the right one" comes along to tear them down? We do it because we couldn't be who we are without it and we wouldn't want to be. I think that there is no one special someone. Our lives are filled with many special someones. They come in and impact our lives that we grow from everything. Even the one who turned me is just as much a special someone as Embry was. Two completely seperate people with two completely different reasons for being special to me. Infact if it wasn't for the one I would have never met the other. Unlike the person who changed me Embry will always be one of my closest friends and for that, as well as my sisters and other friends, I am eternally grateful to that stranger.

My point is this...never hurt that special someone, remain special to them for the good you have done in their lives.

In closing I want to say that we are all strange in one way or another but that is what we love about each other. In the words of a very wise woman...
"The only people who are humans are the weird ones with no life; the rest are beasts living in a hell of randomness"-Kat R.

~Senna~

Saturday, May 16, 2009

OH MY!!!I

Today today today...where should I start. I guess the beginning would work. I went tracking that damn little terror thing got alittle too close for comfort and I wanted it dead. HOWEVER Paul and I had to promise that unless that little creep hurt someone it would go unharmed. Well apparently while I was away it made a move on Paul so while they were all at a party I went to find it again and that is when it got alittle crazy. I was heading back when something jumped out at me. I got back in to town and ran in to Paul who was angered that this thing is getting more risky that we both headed out. I decided that I would entice this thing and told Paul to stay back and I walked ahead of him until he couldn't see me, I went to lie down and just waited well I didn't have to wait long until the thing attacked. It bite my arm and if it was for the facts that 1. I can heal myself and 2. Paul heard me hiss and scream in turn running and scaring the damn thing away, I probably would have probably been ripped to pieces. I can't wait to explain the mark to Zafrina in the morning. Now this wasn't all sad aggravation there is definately a silver lining to this cloud. Some how word got to Embry that I was hurt and he came running. He had to go back to the party but that was cool he said he would come back and he did. When he showed up he rubbed my arm where the mark still is and it was like fire, electricity. I wonder if he felt it too? He then feel asleep on my couch, he looks so cute laying there. *sighs* Well I am going to sneak out for a quick hunt. You all have a wonderful night...I am. Goodnight!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

What a day!!!

This whole day was strange to say the very least. Mike thought that he was the one I was interested in and until I held his hand last night that is what I thought to but um no. It seems my initial feelings were correct and my interest lies more in an occasionally soft and furry soul. I am no less confused than I was yesterday in fact I think I could be hurt, huh imagine that, me a vampire, hurt. I had an interesting time trying to save Mike from getting his behind beat by Paul and in the process made a deal to owe him if he just left Mike be. However he is a sly werewolf and I am sure that once my IOU is up or as long as Mike keeps throwing names around he will be fair game. Paul also has some how figured my secret, I don't think it was that hard to figure out me being such an open and honest vampire I don't really hide things well. In fact I think the object of my affection may have a clue that there is an attraction. Anyways, after a mostly unsuccessful and slightly but not too bad, heated discussion with Paul on why he should give Mike a break I went for a walk with Tanya. I did everything I could to comfort her in knowing that things between her and Mike would be OK and now they are talking things out. *I hope he doesn't try and tell her he ended things with me...there was nothing to end* I am confident they are going to be fine. I saw it. Man I feel like that Dr. Phil guy...giggles*

On a bit of a downer note...Zafrina is not here yet and I am starting to get a little worried. I hope things are OK. I can't wait until she gets here, she will be able to screw my head back on straight.

Well it is off to hunt.

I will not hide who I am

I was born to be a protector, to be what I have become. I have learned many skills in a short amount of time and still with the help of my loving and wonderful sister Zafrina and my fantastic friends I am learning more every day. I am not your typical everyday single woman I am a strong, beautiful, Amazonian vampire who as I have said before, will do whatever it takes to protect my family and friends. One day I will find that someone who has the same thoughts and good intentions as I. I will not need to look for you I already know where you are, though you will have to walk through your blindness to find me. I will be back later to write about the day.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Sitting in my room...

So tonight was amazing. I got into Forks and it has turned out to be more than I expected. I don't know how to explain it since I have never felt this way before. There is someone I am drawn to in a strange way. I don't crave him which is good especially with the new diet that Zafrina has me on (it really isn't that bad). He is a flirt and people consider him a "player" but I don't see that, maybe I am a fool. When he held my hand tonight I felt my blood warm slightly and a (slight) pulse of energy flow through my fingers. I don't know where this will lead if anywhere but I know that I really like this feeling. I don't know I am confused and I hate being confused...I don't get confused!!!

*UPDATE After a long walk last night I realized that it was not what I thought but a sign that my feelings are on a totally different track...He may make a good friend but I don't think anything more.